Role on Tomorrow

Like mega eeeepz?!

ok I've given up on the whole "I hate my life" thing

I mean it was silly and childish, and I kinda just need to adapt

yeah my mums being a bitch

but honestly.. who has a mom who doesnt do that from time to time?!

(yeah if anyone puts their hand up to that theyre getting a stick up the butt)

Done alot of cleaning

washed up a few times

mopped the floors

wiped the work surfaces

and so on so forth..

I wanna guilt trip mum into taking me to haywards heath

I know its rottenly sneaky of me

but it makes us all happy

mum gets to rest a bit and feel her kids are helping out

I seem like a perfect little angel

oh and then mum thanks me by taking me to see James

its a win-win situation

I LOVE IT!

x x x

Self Amusement

So like what do you do when the one thin your looking forward to is being banned by parents?

Do it anyway of course!

I soooooo want to go stop with james

but my mums all "I'm not happy about you going still"

I respected her opinion

I respected it alot

I've respected it for a whole 4 fucking weeks now

surely it's time for me to tell her to piss off?!

I mean what would God do

^__^'

ok this fucking sucks

mum walks off and cries

WHY?!

she's the one ruining my plans

I mean you can't allow privelidges to one child and not another

how fucking unfair and bias is that?!

its just fucking wrong.

meh I give up with family

I can't wait to get away.

x x x

1 am Exact

So here I sit upon my leather throne gazing up at the moon when a little flashing light catches my eye. I squint and sit up straight and then blink a few times before uneasily glancing back towards this startling light. Alas, I sigh in shocked disapointment, it was only the hour flashing upon my old, dusty clock radio.

So here I sit all undazed and sharpened.

I guess it be blogg time for me!

=]

I'm thinking alot about mates right now. You know, like whose who and what these people really mean to me. I know that probably makes me sound like some insecure jerk, like who sits around at 1am doing little mind maps of the pros and cons of each of their friends?!

No, I swear it's not like that. Although I guess it's a sign of insecurity in me. I keep looking around and thinking "damn is this all I have?!" and I want to knock some greatfullness into my idiotic little mind...

...I think I'll start a new mind map...

Till morning

x x x